My best intentions
Did not make a difference
I tore us apart
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The grieving lover
Does it hurt you to care, does it hurt you to make me happy?
To say you love me, does it take anything from you?
Even though you do and say those things, it doesn’t change who you are
It doesn’t make things harder or easier for you
It’s not going to kill you to make my life a little better before I die
It would only enhance my life, make me feel I’m loved and wanted
That everything hasn’t been a waste. Do you tell yourself it’s worth it?
To give a dying person a little comfort, a little happiness
Even if I did have your love and your heart someone else gets the rest of you
I worry it’s all just empty words and phrases, told to relieve a tormented soul
Pain and suffering are my burden, pain for what I want and will never have
Suffering for knowing I will never feel your touch, your hugs, your kisses
Never hear your heart beat or feel your breath on my skin
All I’ll ever be is a whisper, a faint memory, locked up in the darkest corner
Safeguarded like a treasure never to be shared, all I have is dreams
Cobwebs will be wiped away from time to time when remembrance comes to visit
Light shines for a brief moment
A smile given, a tear shed
Before darkness comes calling once more
You will live on long after I’m gone
I’m sorry
I caused a chain reaction in your life
Events that were not supposed to happen
Tears that should have never been shed
Pain that was never to be felt by you
Losses that can never be forgiven
With my best intentions for you
I hurt you more than anyone
Lost but not found
You threw me away when I had nothing left to give
I saw you crying when you said goodbye
You turned your back when I reached out for you
You didn’t want me when I needed you
Those tears meant nothing to me
When I lost you forever